It has been a while since I've written here. I've been busy it's trying to enjoy my spring break. I have also been trying to not stress over not being reappointed a therapist. It will be two months Monday since I last saw Felicia. I even tried to contact her and the cell she had specifically for clients is deactivated. Hearing the message it was off did not make me feel any better, it made me feel a whole.lot.worse. Today I heard from this Joanne woman, she will be resuming for Felicia though I am trying to think positively about things. Trying to not associate any of her cultural background as negatively impacting topics I may discuss with her. If she makes me feel the way Randi did, and after pointing it out to her she does not offer a solution I will move on. But I don't want to think about that, that is one of my problems, over thinking and anticipating negative. I see her in a week.
This coming week is going to be really difficult. On top of going back to work, my mother will be taking that radioactive medicine pill to kill any remaining cancer cells if there are any left. So for 24 hours we can't be around her and then for the week we need not keep distance. It's going to be hard to keep the cats away from her. Locking the up in a room is not an option and closing the door to keep them away from her isn't an option either. It has the adverse affect. She has been waiting a while not hear from this doctor to get this done. Especially due to the fact that not being on the thyroid meds can lead to having a heart attack and other serious problems. I know she will be relieved to get this over with ASAP.
Yesterday I had a research meeting which was late in the day. It was fun, and I wish we had more like this one. It is just difficult to find a time where everyone can be happy. I still did not think this project would take so long to complete, then again I haven't worked on one before so anything is possible. We have a big presentation coming up to represent the gender studies dept. So we need to get things together so there is some data to put together to put into a presentation. Just doesn't help that I was invited to the beta test of Diablo 3, cause all I want to do is play it. There are two things in associate with the spring that bring back really good memories of my childhood; they are listening to Beck and playing Diablo. I think I spent a large amount of time doing hat over a spring or two and it just is something that resonates in my head strongly.
The past weekend, I forgot to mention, was Mike's nephew's birthday. He turned on and the family got together to celebrate. I gave Mike money to put towards the nephew's swing set and also finally gave the beating heart pillow to him that I got him for Christmas. His family was very warm and and friendly which made me feel very comfortable. I of course didn't know how many people to expect which freaked me out. Mike suggested I had some wine and I did and resulted in me getting drunk, sending out inappropriate texts and then feeling horrible the rest of the time cause I was drunk. Yay me... I had a concert that night too to finally see Nada Surf and I was late due to the train and missed majority of the show. Since they were playing on Easter Mike suggested we go which turned into a mess. He started to get sick, he says being over worked and taken advantage of by one of his school mates that is working on her film thesis. So I didn't go to the show after I bought tickets and had to be short $60. Made me feel great about things.
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