"Oh No" by Andrew Bird

Monday: I am really thinking of going to one of the counselors at my school and seeing if I can go for therapy through them. It was something that was an option when my time with Randi was ending. I just wanted someone that was not at my school. Since I am going to be there for this semester and the next, I am thinking that maybe I should go to someone on campus since I am there already. I just need to find a time and figure things out from there. I would prefer the head of counseling since I have spoken to her before, but she was out on maternity. I don’t know if she has returned yet. The two things that are on my mind that are bothering me are Jessica, and work. With Jessica, I really don’t know what to do with her. I remind myself what Mike said to me about how she doesn’t think. I know this to be true, she just does and thinking is not involved. Jessica has yet to tell her grandmother about her moving and she was afraid that her aunt would see her facebook posts and tell the uncle, which would lead to the grandmother finding out. One night I was bored and I went to her page to see what was going on to find out pretty much that she was with her ex. I really don’t understand why Jessica hasn’t asked me for any help. If she is expecting me to volunteer it, I don’t foresee that happening since we might not be free at the same time. I have yet to discuss things with Jessica, I want to wait until she isn’t stressed. But then again I have a better chance of bringing Jesus back from the grave than waiting for her to be stress free. When I was telling Bessy about how Jessica was telling me that one of the twins friends gave her a china set, I asked if Bessy thinks that Jessica is expecting me to just give her things. She told me that that is really stupid if that is the case, you don’t just give people things for moving unless they have a house warming. That is pretty much what I thought as well.. In regards to work, I am really starting to dislike Shelain which is unfortunate since I did like her a lot and enjoyed talking to her. I feel she is bitter over me running the lab, and is just on some personal crusade to make me look bad. I walked in today 25 min late, and after dealing with how she snapped at me last time over me being late I made sure that I texted Mobruka to let her know when I was leaving that I could possibly be late. It isn’t my fault that Mobruka had her phone on silent and didn’t see that I wrote her. So when I walked in of course Shelain had to see me and give me the stink eye. To make matters worse, when the economics class came in, instead of just letting me know that they were there and to turn on the projector she was banging on the window as if she was being raped and yelled at me in front of the class to turn the projector on. She doesn’t have any right to do that since she isn’t my boss. She is making me really dislike her… When I in tomorrow I am going to talk to professor Murray and tell her what’s going on. She warned me before that I need to really watch out for Shelain and Rico, that they will make my lives hell because they are jealous. I may have to speak with Davies as well, I just am so hesitant since I was late those times which wasn’t completely my fault since the trains were running on some bizarre schedule.