"Apartment Story" by The National

I was talking to Jessica earlier today, discussing the whole situation with finding gasoline. It's crazy how its so difficult to find due to the hurricane and worrying about it could make someone develop an anxiety disorder. She said how she is worried that her car will run out of gas, but more so her boyfriend running out. There isn't a dire rush for my family to go anywhere, so we aren't in need of gas as of right now. Hopefully alternate side does not go in affect which would cause my mother to have to move the car. She only has quarter of a tank left, and trying to find parking in my area will definitely make you burn through that.

I was talking to Aisha briefly through texts, and she left her job. Her boss was treating her unfairly and she had enough. I don't blame her, and I hope she does something on her way out of the company due to her mistreatment. I mentioned to her Mobruka's stupidity and how she is being thoughtless. I think that Aisha agrees that people are being totally insensitive over this whole situation involving the hurricane. Not everyone has been affected the same way, some worse than others. I know that i have been lucky and I am grateful that things here did not go down hill. And despite all of that, the biggest problem I have is traveling into the city. I explained things to Joanne and she said that everyone knows that right now it's difficult to get into the city. I don't know why Mobruka was acting as if I decided that maybe I just wasn't going to go in because I didn't feel like it. Other than simply ignoring her stupidity, if it comes to her really bothering me about it and the transportation situation is the same I simply am going to say "it is near impossible for me to get into the city at this time." Joanne suggested that, and it does make things clean and simple. It just makes me continue to find Mobruka to be thoughtless.

I don't think saying that being home, though I have been out shortly, is causing me to go stir crazy. When I spoke to Mike we discussed how trying to remember what day it is seems to be a difficult task. If I were going out with Jessica tonight it would be easy to just call car service and go home, but they aren't answering. The one I normally use definitely is not answering and as for the others from what I heard are not either. Last night my mother wanted to go grocery shopping which is not anything different that what normally takes place. While I was waiting for her to bring the car around a woman came over asking if I had called a car service. She was calling several and wanted to know if I had one, but I told her I was just waiting for my mother. I offered the car service I use but she said she tried them already. I doubt that tonight would have been any different, so I stayed in. I do need to save money anyway. Tomorrow if I get up at a decent time I will maybe consider taking a walk or something. I just don't want to feel like I am wasting the day, like I did today.