"Rococo" by Arcade Fire

Wednesday: This whole situation with school really has me down. I really don’t know what else to say about it because it really sucks. I am forced to sit and just wait for people to get back to me. It makes me really hate being there, and the fact that the lab won’t be there next semester and I won’t have a job makes me not want to be there either. Registration is almost over, well I honestly don’t know its just blah. The classes I probably would need are more than likely full and since I am not getting clear answers I don’t know what to do. Dr. Lanzone said to register for classes and if I don’t need them to just then drop them but I don’t know what to take which is the problem. I don’t really have a clear set as to knowing I need to take xyz and then I could just do what she said. Its more like just up in the air. This guy in registration did not get back to the head of anthro yet, I have been checking my mail and have yet to see a response. I need to see the head of anthro anyway to ask questions about the A.T.I. drug treatment programs for research, I just haven’t been in the mood. Yeah I’m depressed and I am not ashamed to admit to it. I wish I could get an answer soon. In hopes to get some sort of relief I tried to make an appointment with the head of counseling to see if she could help but I have yet ot hear back from her. I have a feeling she isn’t in a lot since she is pregnant. I am going to try to go tomorrow and see if I can get someone to help me.

This week blew by and I have yet to find any answers. Only answers I did get back were, no you aren’t getting the deposit back for coming in and scheduling for a tattoo and no I am not going to be working, more than likely, in that lab next semester. Friday I am still going for this tattoo by this new artist, though the design he kinda “finalized” on I am not a big fan of. He changed some things based off of what I said and I don’t really like the changes. I am sure I’ll hear from him tomorrow about it and hopefully we can figure something out. I am hoping dinner with Cathy and Lara is still on, it would be nice to see them and to relax before I have to start this huge paper for Anna and finish it. I was hoping she’d change it due ot her not feeling well, only is more work for her. And more work for me…