I am hoping that therapy does not lose its novelty. Right now its something new and I look forward to it, unlike how things were with Randi. After a while of visiting her it felt as if it were a chore to go to. I didn't know what exactly to talk about, and because of that she would pick topics I didn't feel were up for discussion. Unlike with Felicia, I want to talk about so much that I don't know what I want to talk about. It makes me wish I could go and see her more often, but the these topics are not urgent. There will be plenty of time to see her and talk to her about these things. Maybe I am mentally backed up, so I feel that there is some sense of urgency with these things going on in my life. I told her that I spend a nice amount of time thinking about what I want to talk with her the next time I see her and she said that that is very good. She had to do some assessment of what i am going to be going to her for and it seems like currently I need to go for anxiety. I guess I find that interesting since that is why Mike goes to therapy. It's probably something extremely common. I am wishing I could go see her tomorrow but my session is only thursday, so it's not far away. I just have had something on my mind and I want to discuss it with her. I remember how it went when I discussed things with Anna and how she gave me plenty to think about. I am wondering if Felicia will do the same.
I discussed it with Jessica earlier today since the lab is so dead. I think I see tumble weeds rolling through the rooms. It makes me wish I didn't have to be here, or that I could close earlier. But I know if I were to do that, some obnoxious student will complain about how they had a 274027304783243 page paper due and how the lab wasn't open for them. I am not really expected to be here until 8pm, I planned on saying until 6 but i think 5 is fine. I am playing it by ear. If I see an overwhelming surge of students I will keep the lab open later other wise I am closing at 5.
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