"All At Once" by Pete Yorn

Saturday: I haven’t updated for a while due to me not feeling so great. Last week Sunday I started to feel my throat bothering me, which led me to stay home on Monday. I thought that I was just having another throat infection or something and that I needed a day to rest, apparently I was wrong. Monday night I felt horrible which led me to stay home on Tuesday. Tuesday night I felt even worse. I tested my temperature and found out that I had 102 fever and emailed my professors telling them what is going on and that I would be out. Anna, the lab assistant, wrote me back and told me to bring a note. This pushed me to see my doctor on Wednesday which was a great decision since we were getting hit with a snow storm on Thursday. My doctors visit revealed that I have Bronchitis and he put me on some serious antibiotics and cough medicine with codeine. I didn’t realize that this combination of meds was going to have me so drowsy all the time. I wanted to study for the upcoming test I had in psych but I couldn’t. I was to busy sleeping and being drowsy. To make things worse my cough would keep me up all night.

My goal was to get better by Friday, well not significantly better but better so I can go out to the first concert of the 3 I have coming up. It was for the Wild Beasts. I wanted to see them again so badly and hopefully get a picture with them. I also have a new camera that records in high definition. I was so excited to see them and record them and possibly meet them. It would have made my horrible week better for sure. Sadly I had fever Friday night plus the mountains of snow that accumulated over Thursday into Friday didn’t help with me getting there. I was hoping that the concert would be canceled, I could get my money back, and that I would be able to go another time. Sadly that didn’t happen. I thought Mike was pissed at me, but he just fell asleep which is what I did since I wasn’t going. Mike told me though that they are going to be playing again in Brooklyn on Sunday, but would I be well enough to go? The snow causes problems of its own though, its horrible to find parking and to climb over. I am just really torn. I am upset that I haven’t done any work since I was home, especially study. I need to finish my photography project as well. If I go tomorrow Mike would get the tickets and then we would have to figure out how we were getting to the place. It just upsets me so much. I really wanted to go to see them, I feel like I should just wait until next time. I just don’t know what to do.