"Passive Aggressive" by Placebo

Wednesday: I can’t believe that classes just started and I am already making plans for final papers and up coming projects. I guess this is a little taste of how it is in grad school, though I am not there yet. In class groups can’t be larger than 3 students. Anna, the lab instructor, told Karla and I that we need to figure out what to do without group since we have 4 people in our group, so we just split it. I don’t know if Bessy would pull her weight, sadly we lost Enchantment with doing that. Karla and I discussed the project and we really aren’t sure what we are going to do. I offered going to my high school to conduct interviews, and she liked the idea, but we don’t know what we are doing our project on. We overheard some of the students in the class discussing what they wanted to do their projects on, and quite a few want to work on deviance. I really don’t want to do, but I don’t want to do something that 30 other students in the class are doing let alone the ones in my lab class.

In photography we finally received our syllabus and what he is wanting in the class does and doesn’t seem like a lot. There are four major projects and some seem more fun than others, obviously. There are two museum trips and then just the readings in class. The class only meets once a week so hopefully the readings don’t interfere with the ones I have with experimental. I am already planning what I want to do with the assignments in the class, and since I am allowed to treat them with photoshop I am not to worried about that really.

I still haven’t heard back from Isadora. Jessica and I discussed it since we were snowed in yesterday. She asked me why I haven’t discussed things yet with Isadora yet and I told her that it’s due to me not wanting to have unnecessary attitude with her. I just find some things really suspicious with her and her screen name. She was only visible on one of my screen names and after I asked her about it she said she didn’t know and that she only saw one of my names on and then shortly after now I don’t see any of hers on. As I explained to Jessica I really feel that she is socially retarded. After living closed off from really having a big social life, and then going to college and having an explosion of friends, she doesn’t know how to treat them. She also accuses everyone of being passive aggressive if they have any sort of anger or agitation against her. When I was discussing with Jess, Isadora’s weird stare off my mother said that that might be the reason why she wasn‘t hired by the company she was working for. Her boss might have needed her for something and caught her on occasion staring off into space and didn’t want her working there. This is a possibility but of course I can’t bring this up to her, not now anyway. If I were to discuss it with her, now after the problems we currently are having, she would say I am being passive aggressive.