"(I Don't Want to Go To) Chelsea" by Elvis Costello

Friday: Lately at night I have been feeling really blah. I don’t know if its due to what happened with Anna in the class and her asking me to leave or what. But all I know is I feel like shit at night and really just want to be left alone. I find myself being so bored with warcraft, I just don’t want to do anything.

Jessica got me out of the house the other day, since she had to pick tickets up for her ex from a friend. Someone I wanted to meet for a while, due to just thinking they were attractive and just wanting to friend them. I notice that now when I try to make male friends I go by looks which doesn’t always work out for the best. Anyway I met him and said to Jes he was welcome to add me. I am really trying to make non female friends just because I have so many and want to have guy friends to talk about whatever with. Though I do that with my girl friends I just feel that I need male friends. Not that I am not going to talk to people if they are girls but I just want to not only have female friends.

When I spoke things over on Wednesday with Shelain I think it is a good idea to email Dr. Lanzone, which I did. I just told her what happened with me getting to class late and that if anything comes up that she remembers that I was with her. I don’t want her to intervene in the situation but I just want her to know that if Anna doesn’t believe me, that if Dr. Lanzone is questioned she will say yes I was with her. I know that this situation makes me wonder what would have happened if I was late due to having a low blood sugar or something happened to me due to being diabetic. I guess I’d just have to go to disabled students and they would have to take care of the situation.

On a separate note, UPS must fucking despise me right now. And yes I am talking about United Postal Service. Wasn’t referring to some other group like United Pygmy Society or anything. I placed an order with Tarina Tarintino and it was a huge mess. This is the second time this happened with them due to the jewish holiday, or a jewish holiday. I tried to order with expedited shipping but was unsuccessful since it still got held up in the shuffle of things. When I called UPS to find out if it would get caught up in the holiday I was assured it wouldn’t, and was told that if it did I could go pick it up from the center. When I tracked it on Thursday, it got caught up in things and when I inquired about picking it up they kept telling me no. It was like pulling teeth and they would not let me pick it up. I kept telling them I was ready to leave and get it and they kept telling me no. Why was I told before to do this and now I am being advised not to? This is really ridiculous. So the last I heard from UPS was I was being told that Friday I would get the package, yeah well how about a big fat fucking no again! So when I called to find out what the problem is now they told me that the company I ordered from said I can’t pick it up. so I called them, which UPS told me to do and they investigated and basically they have a room full of all these packages that are all held up and there are about 1000 and mine is in there. So I can’t go get it cause they didn’t sort it and won’t until next week. So the shipping I paid for was worthless since its taking forever!!!!! So the company was nice enough to resend an over nighted box to me which I should get Saturday in a matter of hours since I am up late typing this. Sadly one item I wanted they had to change… but whatever. This whole experience was from hell!