]Friday: The conversations I have been having with Jessica have been followed with some self reflection lately. Today, after getting into work and waiting for the office to be clear I called Jessica. I was supposed to work on my paper, but after having some difficulty with one journal article I just lost interest. Hopefully I can get it taken care of this weekend. Well I have to get it done, its due Tuesday night. I spoke to her about friends and she pointed out to me that if I knew I didn’t have many guy friends I should have worked on that when I started going to college. When I first started going to college I thought that the friends I made in highschool would continue to talk to me. Most do, but they aren’t all living in the same state. I guess a lot of us didn’t realize that that was what was going to happen with us. When I started college I also had guy friends, 3 actually: Basem, Jose, and Rich. As I explained to Jessica, Rich got annoyed cause I didn’t like his girlfriend, she came off with an attitude when I met her, Jose left the school since his gpa literally stayed at 0, and Basem just moved on with college and whatever. Since then, I met James but like I stated in my pervious entry he doesn’t live near by so it makes things difficult to hang out. She was trying to think of places to go to meet people and she said gyms and we agreed that that wasn’t a great place and bars aren’t a good place for meeting anyone. When I pointed out that that is the reason why I wanted to become friends with her friend John we discussed that it might not work due to our interests. I don’t think we have the same ones, other than drinking and I value my liver. I mentioned the movie “I Love You Man” and the man dates to her, and she said maybe I should consider that, but it was a joke. I forget what it was we exactly got into but basically it was a point of the conversation that we got to where she said that she knows that a problem I might have with making guy friends is that some might not want to be friends with someone that has the lifestyle that I have. This is something else that I have kept in mind and also sucks. Maybe this is why I am so reserved with things even with my girl friends. I just feel that it isn’t something I need to discuss with people other than with those I am close with.
On a side note, still not use to staring at a screen with dead pixels and pixel distortion on the sides.
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