"Pink Cellphone" by Deftones

Wednesday: This morning I found this application for the iphone that I think is pretty cool. Its called Momento, and its like a mini journal for your thoughts and also documents pictures and locations. I think I will use it in conjunction with my iam page entries. I wish I could upload what I write on momento to my blogger, not sure how that would work though.
I wrote in momento how I found it interesting how in the session when I mentioned the test I took and how I didn’t like how there seemed to be a miscommunication she wanted me to explain things better. So basically if comes down to this: when I took the test Aaron said that people don’t really understand diabetes and the stress and anxiety that goes with managing my health. He conveyed to me that there was an understanding of my illness, what he told her or what she got out of it seemed like I don’t take care of myself. And so she just blamed him for it which I knew was what she was going to do.

Today I went to get my eyes checked and yeah the reason I have the gooey discharge in my eyes is due to me not cleaning the eye liner off and going to sleep with it. I’m great aren’t I? so I need to make sure I do that when I wear it.

I really need to figure out my plans for my birthday. I want Mike to let me know if its ok to invite a few of his friends. Also if Jessica says she is free Friday I want to go with her to Fonda and see if it is worth it. I think if I go and it blows I’ll know right there if I am going to go there or not. Just screws up my plans if I don’t go and what I will do after. I have a feeling Isadora is going to cancel on me though. Her conversation tonight didn’t really assure me of her going, like her previous ones. I understand that if I go to meet Ian Somerhalder I will have to go to jersey an it is at 3pm. Assuming it takes 2 hours, if I tell people to be there by 7:30pm by the time I am out I should be half way there or back by then. She said its not a good idea to do both, honestly I don’t know I planned on only doing one but since its so early I could manage both I imagine. I just hope Jessica goes out with me Friday night.